Lost Phone

"Remember, the mind likes to assume it "know what it knows" but often its perceptions are just not accurate. Yet strong judgments are made all the time based on limited information...When we judge someone and then adopt an attitude toward them, that shuts down other possibilities and locks us away from the insight of our hearts." - Doc Childre and Howard Martin

There are times when things are not going great that one tries to deal with them by cutting out everyone who is important in their life. That way, all you have left is you and the problems not associated with the people that have the greatest impact on you. It is a lonely way to approach the problem, but sometimes you feel like you have no choice. Sometimes people force you to do this and others its your own choice because you know what hurts now is probably better than what will hurt a little for a very long time. Then again, it might always hurt a little, so it just a way of feeling like you have some control over your life.

Check out my horoscope: Be happy with yourself and everyone around you, dear Capricorn. Stop trying to find fault with everyone you interact with. By criticizing everyone's habits, what they do, and how they do it, you may wake up one morning and you find that you have no more friends. By only seeing the bad in people, you may inevitably talk yourself out of a relationship with them. Be careful of coming across as always knowing the solution to everything. It is not your job to dictate or judge.

I am working this weekend. I probably need with money, but I don't really mind working, probably because it keeps my mind off of other things. Too bad it was raining, but the bad weather is sometimes nice, maybe because I don't feel as bad about not being outside doing stuff.

Mia, my cat, cut my pinkie open last night. This comes after I almost broke my nose the day before. Not been too much on the side of luck lately. So she was doing her normal thing of annoying the hell out of me in the morning and stratching and pawing my face so I can get up and feed her when I just covered my entire body with my blanket. Well I move my hand under the blanket and she sees it as a toy and from the outside she slashes at it with her nails that she would normally use to slash at a rats stomach to split open its guts (I actually read this somewhere)....well the nail goes through the blanket and digs into my pinky and she pulls. That pain woke me up, but I just decided to sleep on it instead of putting a bandaid on it. It wasn't until later that I see blood on my sheets and and notice she cut in pretty damn good. Not like stiches good, but like, stings like hell good.

I know this will make me sound like the coolest kid on the block, but I just finished watching the Star Trek: Deep Space Nine series. I think I saw that last few seasons, but it is nice to know how it finally ended. They show two episodes on Spike each day and I had been recording them.

You can judge a person by their inactions as well as their actions.