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Thursday, March 15, 2007

Lies...That We Tell Ourselves

I just hope to sleep
And never awaken
Nothing left in this world
Could replace what you have taken...
- Sandy Cheney


I don't know what to say, just feel like I need to write. The relationship I was in is now over. It was a decision I should of made long ago. There is so much I can say about this and this seems like this would be the sensible place to spill it, but I'd rather just bottle it up and deal with it.

My family isn't too happy and asked me what I did. They really liked her and I feel bad for them, but I only tell them what they need to know, so I don't mind looking like the bad guy. I hate that my relationships affect them, but I'm sure it will be ok.

I hope everyone is enjoying spring break. Mine is ending and is nothing like I expected. On to the next part of this journey. I think there is a basketball tournament going on.

self-fulfilling prophecy

2 comments:

  1. Discovered your blog by hitting the "Next Blog" icon.

    For what it's worth coming from a complete stranger, I'm sorry that your relationship ended --- but I think that you're right to discuss it when the time feels right for you.

    If it's any consolation, I was heartbroken the last time a relationship ended. It turned out that it ended at just the right time to give me plenty of time to heal and be able to move on when somebody new and wonderful came into my life.

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  2. Thanks buddy for the comment. It is part of life, but still sucks. I'm sure it will all be ok...just time I guess. I'm happy to hear things worked out for you.

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