It is Martin Luther King day, so I get the day off from school. I came in to work today because I have missed a lot of work due to being sick and with all the things I had to get done with the first week of school. It is nice to be back, and honestly, I really enjoy my job. The cases they work on are exactly what I would want to work on once I'm a lawyer. I wish I could be providing more benefit, but I think as time passes I'll start to really help out. Today I got to work on a will and some LLC stuff. I need to get used to waking up early...this is the story of my life.
This semester I plan to do that working and going to school thing, but for real this time. This means working during the week before I go to classes, which will make my weeks very long and filled with either working, class or studying. Since studying is the only time I can convert into free time, I need to make sure I'm better at that this semester. It will be colder, so I will be wanting to just sleep, but I have a feeling that things will start to pick up.
I don't want to talk about this much, but Terri and I broke up late last year. Sounds like a long time ago right. It was back in early Dec., but I just haven't felt like talking about it. Since I haven't been writing, I haven't said much about it, but it is probably for the best because it is stupid to share your thoughts on a relationship while you are in it. Instead I tried to share them with her...well, probably shared too much. It hurts, but I'll try not to talk about it too much.
Sometimes when relationships end, you think, maybe she will miss me once I am gone. Maybe then she will see what she had and be sad that she lost it. I have felt like this in the past, but in this case, I do not. I feel like she knew what she had, but it wasn't what she wanted or was looking for. The same way I knew what I had and even though there are many things worth fighting for, I knew she was just not the type of person that goes to Epcot. I thought that maybe I could be that kind of person too, but alas, I could not do it. Is there a person that will match your way of thinking, way of feeling, or does one have to change before they can find that person. I like who I am and though I'm always trying to change for the better, there is nothing on the large scale I want to change.
The web can be an awful big place, or an empty one considering the things you have to do on it and the people you have to talk to. When there is somone online you just can't wait to tell about how [insert moment here], it is very nice. When there is nobody you want to talk to, well then things are different. You cell phone can feel this way too.
I tell all my friends, "Don't Send me forwards!" I don't care what dying kid I can save or how much money Bill Gates is going to send me, I don't want it. Much worse is if I will be cursed if I don't follow them. Well of course I have a friend who breaks this rule all the time. She sent me this, so I filled it out and posted it on my page, well because I wanted to make my entry longer. Note that there was no email forwarding of this message.
So here is the survey:
( ) smoked a cigarette; ( ) crashed a friend's car; (x) stolen a car; (x) been in love; (x) been dumped; (x) shoplifted; ( ) been fired; (x) been in a fist fight; (x) snuck out of your parent's house; (x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back;( ) been arrested; ( ) gone on a blind date; (x) skipped school; ( ) seen someone die; (x) been to Canada; (x) been to Mexico; (x) been on a plane; ( ) purposely set a part of yourself on fire; ( ) been skiing; (x) been to a concert; (x) taken pain-killers; (x) love someone or miss someone right now; (x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by; (x) made a snow angel; ( ) had a tea party; (x) flown a kite(x); built a sand castle; (x) built a snow man; ( ) gone puddle jumping; ( ) played dress up; (x) been lonely;( ) fallen asleep at work/school; ( ) used a fake id; (x) watched the sun set; ( ) felt an earthquake; ( ) touched a snake; ( ) slept beneath the stars; (x) been tickled; ( ) been robbed; (x) been misunderstood; (x) petted a reindeer/goat; (x) won a contest; (x) ran a red light; ( ) been suspended from school; (x) been in a car accident; ( ) had braces; (x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night; (x) had deja vu; ( ) danced in the moonlight; ( ) liked the way you look A long time ago; (x) witnessed a crime; (x) questioned your heart; ( ) been obsessed with post-it notes; ( ) squished barefoot through the mud; ( ) been lost; (x) swam in the ocean; ( ) felt like dying; ( ) played cops and robbers; ( ) recently colored with crayons; (x) sung karaoke; ( ) paid for a meal with only coins; (x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't; (x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose; ( ) caught a snowflake on your tongue; ( ) danced in the rain; ( ) written a letter to Santa Claus; ( ) been kissed under a mistletoe; (x) watched the sun rise; (x) blown bubbles; ( ) made a bonfire on the beach; ( ) crashed a party; (x) gone roller-skating; (x) had a wish come true; ( ) worn pearls; ( ) jumped off a bridge; ( ) ate dog/cat food; ( ) told a complete stranger you loved them, Just for the Heck of it!!; ( ) sang in the shower; (x) had a dream that you married someone; ( ) glued your hand to something; ( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole; ( ) kissed a fish; (x) sat on a roof top; (x) screamed at the top of your lungs; ( ) done a one-handed cartwheel; (x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours; (x) stayed up all night; ( ) didn't take a shower for a week; ( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree; (x) climbed a tree that had a tree house; (x) been told by a complete stranger that you're hot.
tests are terrible, but is it worse that she failed the test, or didn't even care to take it
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